Sedikit 'terang' tuk masa depanku...

hm....hari ini maybe bisa dibilang agak bermakna..
hari ini,betul,7 agustus 2009,w rayain perpisahan ma teman w yg bkl kuliah di Untar....
sedih sih g,berhub tuh bgs tuk masa depannya...Hope u will be success in your future!!!!!Merlinee....
stelah 'kencan' ma Mer nonton HarPor,hati w g enak bgt....
serius neh,g enak bener,kirain bakal ada sumthing yg akan terjadi...
maybe emosi w bisa gt krn rasa sedih liat guru HarPor died...godness!!!!!
smpe rasany tegang amet gt la...palg waktu tes gt...
w tau bener tesnya g bkl susah2 amet,maybe tuk pertama kalinya w lakukan sesuatu tuk masa depan w,jd tuk menjalani proses itu agak gimanaaaaaaa gitu...
untung ja nothing happen,palg pulang dr tes,w blajar nyetir pula..
takut2 gt...haiya...
but over alll,thank u God, u still let me in this world, live with peace!!!!

My decision for next four years...

hm....maybe this will be my biggest challenge in my life...
I will take 2 major in different college!!!!
I hope that I can manage it well....as one of them is very important to my future,another one is what I like..
Have a conversation with other is one of my favorite activity, but I still have some problem to manage it!!!Hopefully, I cam be nice person!!!I hope people will like me,will accept me as what I am!!!!!

Shanghai...Taiwan...when can I reach u?!?

hm....Taiwan is a place that I plan to further my study..because of 'sumthing', I must,have to change my mind although I don't want...This experience,perhaps, will make me become more and more hard working to make my dreams comes true,to reach what I want!!!

Taiwan,if it's a book,now I will choose to close it and save it, so that I can still remember and I can see it again to recall my feeling now in the future...But how about shanghai?!?!actually,as a dancer, I think that I become no more spirit....But 4 times went to china was the best memories that I can get from 'dancing'. Days ago, our group was so enthusiastic to wait for our next show in Shanghai....
but not for today!!!!Shanghai is a famous place, well known much more than Shenyang that 'substitute' Shanghai as our next destination....but whatever,although all of us feel so dissapointed, but I believe that good things still waiting for us...

SQ,I will have a trip with u!!!Hope that this will be definitely happen!!!!

ps:giving passport and other data won't give u any assurance that where will go to!!!Make sure that a permission letter is out,now babe, u can tell everybody where will be your next destination!!!!

Shanghai...Taiwan...when can I reach u?:!

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ow godness,I feel that i'm in a bad condition..
sad,sad,sad...what should I do to manage my mood?!!?!?
most of my friends will do what they want...
going abroad to further their study,taking the subject that they adore...
but what i have?!? I hate my self that make a choice to become 'a gud daughter'!!!
God,will this be the best for my future!!!!million of times i cried,but i couldn't do anything!!
why u give me that chance that i can't make it become reality...how hurt my feeling to witness one of my friends,no,one by one,going to make their dream comes true...how long should i suffer from this feeling...perhaps one day I will hate my self that can't reach the dreams that i want...
God,i hope that u will give me the best future as the payment of this feeling!!!!!!I pray for it!!!I hope for it!!!

Unspecial day....

As usual,minggu..my dance day!!!hahhahaha..latihan seharian..
sbnrnya capeknya bukan nari nya o..tp ngajarnya lo capek benar!!!
i love this activity..bisa ngajar org,that's my pleasure..
but,alangkah baiknya klo org yg diajar bs sesemangat w yg ngajar...hohohoho
CIA YOU,babe!!!

Hari ini bukan hr yg special amet a..sesuai topik o..hari neh setelah latihan dance ampe bau2,keringatan gt...grup dance w ke STBA-PIA...my next study destination....
bazar o..cm malu jg sih,bis pakaian kita selain bau2 jg baju tuk latihan,santai bgt:berbekal baju kaos ma celana traning gt...lumyan g pd o,bis ada yg dikenal gt..
but it's okay...di perlombaan karoeke mandarin nya..
juara 1&3 nya gue kenal gt...hahahaha.GUD NEWS
CONGRATS TO VIXKY AND WIMA!!!GBU

1 week in my lovely capital city, 29 May

hm...Minggu,24 May...
For the first time neh...untuk kenang2an seuuuuummmmuuuurrrrr hidup w,gue nya donor darah..pas acara waisak di salah satu vihara di jakarta yang telat bgt tuh..hahahaha
mank sih w nya ada pikiran mau donor pas di medan,eits..sesampainya di jakarta ada pula kesempatan..it's very good!!!bakal diingat seumur hidup neh...pas tamat sma pula..hahahhaa

hm...di jakarta ok jg..w nya makan trus di sn..tentunya yg g ada di 'kota kecil' w..hahahahha
mank medan rada ketinggilan gt la...hancur..sn mah w sibuk cobain yogurt yg dibekukan,yg terpenting neh..NO FAT bukan LOW FAT low...hahahha.eunak bgt la rasanya,patut dicoba..tp ya,klo rasanya ok,begitu jg ma harganya..mahal bgt lo..yg small gt ja 18 rb!!!!mank uang buanyak sgt penting di jakarta..hahahahaw sih cobain 2 toko,sour sally ma yogurt inc..mantap la..tp gue lebih suka yg yogurt inc..lbh gimana gt!!!hehehehehe

semalamnya w pergi ke pluit village,salah satu mal yg gede di ibukota kita neh..dulu namanya mega mall..skrang dah disulap gt..hahahahha..For the first time lg neh,gue cb2 liat di toko Hobby Craft diajak sepupu gt..trus karena kurang kerjaan dan dah capek jalan2,guenya di sana cobain buat nyulam gt..tp ada polanya mah bahannya..kitanya diajarin. Katanya sih ya,ma mbak2 yg jaga toko,klo bg yg pemula bykan buat yg shio gt.ya w buat jg la,blajar gt.ok jg sih..mank agak repot,kecil bgt.kirain neh,bisa 2 jam gt siap..pas ditanyain katanya seminggu..bah,gila bgt tuh!!!tp ok jg lo..hehehehe. neh w lg nerjuang selesaikan..berharga bgt tuh,hasil kerja keras lo..hahahaha.Katanya neh ya,klo mis kita mau beli,kita harus beli bahannya gt.ongkos kerja (mis kita g bs ato males buat) 2 kali dari bahanny..muantap!!brarti toal nya kita harus bayar uang bahan KALI 3..muahal bgt lo!!!

Hari neh mah w jalan ke super mal,ITC..hahahaha.rame bgt tuh,lumayan sumpek..cuma ya klo harga nya terjangkau knpa g...ya g girls?!?hohohoho.ok la..yg w beli lumayan byk sih..hehehehe.cewek mah,bo pien..hohohoho.Siap dr sono,kita nya ke salon..gue hari neh,tgl 29 MEI gunting rambut!!!gue pendekin,berat bgt rambut gue.dah panjang,tebal lg..sekalian dech...pada td guenya lg sakit kepala..tanpa pertimbangan,w pendekin dech!!!hohohho

parahnya ya,w nya sama sekali g pingin blajar di sn..maybe perjuangan w bakal bnr2 dimulai tgl 1 neh!!!duh,doain ya..w ny g males2 blajar!!!hati w sih takut,otak jg...cm gmn gt,muales bgt pegang buku...moga2 ja bakal ada keajaiban!!!hehehehhe